"i see who you are and who else can compare. I meant what i said, i promised to stand by your side until the end. That's where we begin. From here to eternity we begin understanding, It is our hearts that define what has meaning in life. Some will ask how can this be, but it was you who made me feel"
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Name: Shaun
Country: United States
State: Telford
Birthday: 5/27/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: Music (Placebo, Brand New, Bright Eyes, Poison the Well, Avenged Sevenfold, Himsa, Coheed & Cambria, Dead Kennedy's, Rooney, Modest Mous, Pink Floyd, Rush, Atreyu, Blink 182, Deftones, Alexisonfire, My Chemical Romance, Bleeding Through, Blood Has Been Shed, As I Lay Dying. Eighteen Visions, Fear Before the March of Flames, The Blood Brothers, Inane, Leavenworth, XIII PFP, Forever I Burn, Apathy, CKY, Franz Fernidad, From Autumn to Ashes, .hopesfall, Recover, How it Ends, Juliana Theory, Killswitch Engage, The Mars Volta, Sparta, At The Drive-In, Open Hand, Project 86, Zao, Norma Jean, Sick of It All, Slayer, A Static Lullaby, Story of the Year, Slipknot, StretchArmStrong, Tiger Army, AFi, Throwdown, Underoath, Blink 182, BoySetsFire, BoxCarRacer)
Expertise: Fucking up SHIT


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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Currently Playing
Give Up
By Postal Service
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WWW.XANGA.COM/Sleep_in_the_fire




THERE IS THE LINK TO MY NEW SITE... SORRY!!!


Sunday, October 24, 2004

Currently Playing
Final Straw
By Snow Patrol
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Fuck being scared of girls... i got a new site. Check out this new shit homie idk, new chapter in shauns life maybe?! Idk, just stop going to this and go to that!


Friday, October 22, 2004

Currently Playing
Battle of Los Angeles
By Rage Against the Machine
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People need to stop talking shit. God damn. I fucking hate that shit. Fucking Montco is like 100x worse then the high school with that shit. Its sad. Every body talks shits on each other in that school. Not one person goes on touched. It makes me sick.


So today was a rad rolling on floor laughing kind of day. Test in History. Then came Physics, and we just sat on the web doing online quizes on Kwiz.Biz, that was fucking hilarious. Then in english me, collin and Hugh had to do a skit. That was funny as hell. I couldnt stop laughing.. i was on the floor rolling. Then i hit my head i was laughin so hard. Funny shit. Then the dumb social shit. Really gay. Just a time for people to talk shit on each other. Gay.


Now im here at home, with nothing to do, nothing to do at all, im so fucking bored. Blah. Why do my friday nights always suck when everybody elses always fucking kick ass. Im just a boring person i guess. Ight well im out, laters.


I love you silly!


Thursday, October 21, 2004

Currently Watching
Bowling for Columbine
By Michael Moore (II)
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All i have to say is... Holy shit, Holy shit, Holy shit... this is a must see movie... a fucking must... the person who doesnt watch this movie is unworthy to call themselves human. Get the fuck out there and watch Bowling for Columbine. No if's and's or buts mother fuckers... just do it!!!!!!!


okay so now that that is over and done with... guess what.... IM BORED.... what else is new? nothing.... shit is very weird right now, everybody is so fucking weird right now, what the fuck is up with everybody now a days, its pissing me off... people are changing... bad shits going down... this is all so fuckin strange and i hate it. I hate knowing shit and havin to hold it secret. I dont know... everybody is just acting weird... or maybe im just weird and everybody else is normal... who knows. I wouldnt doubt that im just the fucked up person, thinking fucked up things... i wonder if ill ever be normal. Eh.


So yea, this is my update, nothing fancy... just nothing to talk about or nothing that i can talk about. Im not very special. So yea. Im out. Later


I love you.


Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Currently Playing
Give Up
By Postal Service
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Ever have a moment, where you look into a mirror, but instead of seeing a face, you see everything that creates that face? You see everything that faces feels at the moment. I had one of those types of moments tonight. Wasnt a mirror though. It was something alive, something that lives and breathes the things i do and say. It was horrible. My worst nightmare reached out and just fucking slapped me tonight. Never ever did i want to be called the shit i was called tonight. Thats the worst thing i could ever be told in my life. Id rather be stabbed 1000x in my heart then be called that. Im not say the person who called me that is at fault... 'cause its true. Every last word of it. It kills me every single fucking day. I cant believe i share the same things. I cant believe im in the gene pool im in. It fucking hurts so bad. Right now, i wanna kill myself just to stop any chance of me hurting somebody, hurting her... i want to make sure these genes never get passed on. It hurts to know that i am just like him, it hurts to know i hurt, it kills to fucking know that i have a big fucking problem, this all hurts me so bad, bad enough to drive me to tears, bad enough to make me shake. I Fucking hate this... i always told myself i wasnt gonna be like him... the truth is though... i am the same fucking person. Kill me now. Thats not the only thing that kills me though. You think im cheating on you. Me, you think im cheating on you. Thats fucking hilarious. You'll never believe me, so i dont know what to say to that, i know that i havent and wouldnt, guess thats not good enough... if you dont trust me then why the hell are you with me. Dont play games with my heart or with my mind. Im sick and tired of games, i can only take so much of them till i explode and get depressed. Dont do this to me...


So, how were you guys and gals days? O mine... well... it was okay, till the shit above happened. Well, before that it started going down hill but it wasnt to bad. I dont know. Tonight ended on a bad note. Kinda like everything in my life. Yay. Well okay any ways, im just gonna kick back and listen to some music, and think about shit... o yea, just what i need to think. Laters.


I love you...



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